GIRAFFE BOOKS PRESS RELEASE
EXACTLY HERE, EXACTLY NOW by Nadine Sarreal, a short story collection
ECSTATIC MUTATIONS by Eileen Tabios, a collection of poems, fiction and
essays
     Giraffe Books is proud to announce two new books which provide inspiring
testimonies to the perseverance required by artistry:  EXACTLY HERE, EXACTLY 
NOW by Nadine Sarreal and ECSTATIC MUTATIONS by Eileen Tabios.  Both writers 
took a hiatus of nearly two decades from the literary life to focus their 
energies elsewhere.  Yet their years of experience beyond the page now 
provide fuel for their poems and stories, proving that everything in Life may
be relevant to the artist.
     Nadine first committed to her roles as student, wife, mother, computer 
programmer, volunteer worker, even handbell ringer, in the Philippines, 
United States, Hong Kong and Singapore.  Ultimately, however, Nadine Sarreal 
found accommodation for the artist within her and returned to graduate school
for a degree in creative writing.  More recently, Nadine has become a 
recognized contemporary Filipino American writer.  Her work has been 
increasingly published in magazines and anthologies.  She is one of 26 
contemporary Filipino writers in the Philippines and the U.S. chosen by Bino 
A. Realuyo to appear in The Literary Review's Special Supplement on Filipino 
Writing (Spring 2000) which features an excerpt from Nadines 
novel-in-progress, PUTSERO.  Two of Nadines poems also appear in BABAYLAN: 
An Anthology of Filipina and Filipina-American Women, edited by Nick Carbo 
and Eileen Tabios. 
     Eileen spent her earlier career years in journalism, economics, stock 
market analysis, project finance banking and even (begrudgingly, she says) 
received an MBA in international business and economics along the way.  
Undoubtedly, that she took a path so different from many of her peers has 
facilitated her ability to break boundaries in her work as a poet, writer and
editor.  Thus, scholar Leny Mendoza Strobel writes in her Introduction to 
Eileens ECSTATIC MUTATIONS, "As a Filipino English-language poet, [Eileen] 
says it was inevitable that she question how to express her-SELF through 
language.  When the results of her search are *abstract* works, the result 
leaps over categories and boundaries of what has been labeled ethnic 
literature (in the U. S.) through its reliance on subject matter.What 
Eileen's poetry makes me consider is this: When the sorrow of our colonial 
past is released and we come to know our Philippine history as the history of
the world, Eileen's poetry becomes an act of rounding up the fragments of our
narrative.if one is already decolonizedthen she can engage in other acts 
of creation which neither forget, negate, narrateand that by simply being 
herself as a poet, she gives back over and over again to the Filipino 
collective effort towards self-recovery or discovery."
EXCERPTS and ADVANCE WORDS:
Nadine Sarreal:
Nadines EXACTLY HERE, EXACTLY NOW is a quiet gift of ten stories written 
over a period spanning three decades.  These are stories written from the 
gentle self--the self that takes in life experiences and saves them up for 
later telling.  They transcend an 18-year hiatus from the literary life.  A 
seasoned perspective allows the author to write with compassion and 
understanding about different kinds of people: mostly Filipino, and mostly 
Filipinos who are no longer in the Philippines. 
Excerpts from two stories in Exactly Here, Exactly Now:
"Ivory"
"No more endearing names now.  He was a different person, grown into the 
child they had never had.  The tumor was boiling him down to this last salty 
residual of intelligence.  "Desire of my soul," she had crooned to him at the
radiologists lab last week.  No joy registered in his eyes and she 
experienced a dark, inexplicable rejection.  This was surely the most painful
insult of all, that he no longer remembered their special belongingness, the 
bridge between their hearts." 
"Lakeside"
"They had meant to stay in America for five years, just enough time to save 
money for a house back home.  They would live simply once they returned and 
they would both work at jobs they loved.  So this was their plan.  But after 
the fifth year passed, they did not speak of it again.  Houses had become 
more and  more expensive in their country.  And somehow, they hadnt been 
able to save much at all over their first five years.  They had started with 
nothing and had to buy every dish, towel and piece of furniture they owned.  
There had been a run of bad cars, too, and they knew now about transmissions,
leaking radiators, and faulty fuel pumps.  Then when the baby came, there was
no question but for the mother to quit her job and care for him until he was 
ready for school.  Neither of them said to the other, lets forget about our 
plan to go home and just stay here.  And neither of them said, lets save for 
12 years instead of five.  And then well go home.  They said nothing about 
staying in America or going back, and this silence hung between them 
constantly so that when they talked about events in the future, they looked 
away from each other for a moment, to recover from the weight of what they 
werent saying." 

Eileen Tabios:
Eileens ECSTATIC MUTATIONS collects a selection from her poetry, fiction and 
essays, while concurrently transcending these same formal categories. 
Here is an excerpt from "The Continuance of the Gaze," one of Eileens prose 
poems:
"What is the common denominator of humanity?
Yesterday, in the park where trees had stripped into pale
limbs, I saw an old couple display affection as if they 
had never lived through a single world war. I followed
the image of clasped hands into a dream whose texture,
like rice paper, was so delicate it was difficult to prevent
the edges of my vision from shredding. In that dream, 
I was a child again, taking deep breaths that always 
deposited into my lungs a sad knowledge: I will 
manifest my fate of peeling through this lifetime's
layers by making decisions that will always require me 
to adjust.  Now, I have passed a certain threshold so 
that a good day can be defined simply by eating a red
apple while walking amidst white snow. I miss New
Mexico whose villages I can never attend: where
adobe walls are warmed by lanterns of brown
paper bags surrounding fat candles aglow." 

ADVANCE WORDS on ECSTATIC MUTATIONS include:
    The multifaceted Eileen Tabioswho emerges a full blown member of the new 
generation of  poetswrites with a sure hand of an artisan whose writing 
style ranges from the lyrical voice of the youngvulnerable and 
accessibleto the philosophical certainty of the oldhard knocking, gritty 
and diamond sharp.  When her lyrics sing, they clutch at your throat with the
tenacity of a drowning child hoping for the helping hand to allow survival.  
Her prose poems contain some of the philosophical truths that always startle 
you by its honesty.  Her poems give you the most compelling notion that 
poetry is poetry when your nape hair stands on endand you say: "How true.  
How true."
             -- Carlos A. Angeles
              Poet (A Bruise of Ashes: Collected Poems 1940-1992)
             & Philippine Palanca Awardee

In Eileen Tabios' writings, one is seeking to be free, like brushstrokes on a
framed canvas where the desired portrait is the world around it.  Tabios' 
world is one without walls, without lines, without time; and it is luminously
manifested in her works, in her attempts to capture the moments of the ever 
curious and the ever questioning.  In her poetics, she unravels the unknown. 
But isn't the gift of a writer her limitless imagination? In this collection,
Tabios' yearnings are as demanding as the words through which she expresses 
them, as mysterious as our world full of life, imagined and real.
            -- Bino A. Realuyo
            Poet and Novelist (The Umbrella Country) 
           & Poetry Society of America Awardee 
           (Lucille Medgwick Memorial Prize)
For more information about EXACTLY HERE, EXACTLY NOW and ECSTATIC MUTATIONS, 
contact Giraffe Books, #7 Visayas Avenue, Diliman, Quezon City, MM 
Philippines: Tel/fax (632) 928-9269   email GiraffeBooks@aol.com
These books will also be available through the Philippine American Literary 
House at www.palhbooks.com or tel/fax (310) 392-0541.

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